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Tumor
I set
the phone in its cradle and watched a warbler hopping in the autumn
dogwood near the gate. The bird stopped in my yard on its way to
Venezuela.
Miniscule. Dusty yellow. A stripe on its wing. It could sit in my
palm, except the little thing is quick
and
I’m ashamed of myself for thinking—in the midst of admiration for the
verve inside its hollow bones—
that
I could crush it as I could a piece of paper or a leaf. But it won’t
be caught and so I’m saved, though not
for
any goodness I possess. When my father said it was on his liver—10
centimeters by 12, on his liver—
12
seemed too big to be in him, who was big to me and is big, even now
that I am grown. The little warbler is four inches long. How big is a
centimeter?
When
I was small he taught me: to get to inches we divide by three.
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